A Brand New Me, A Brand new Chapter (2) in Life !!!

2336HRS, A very good day to all of you out there, whether you may be clubbing out there, catching a movie with your loved ones or just sitting by the computer reading the blog. Firstly I want to thank everyone who has once read or is following up with this blog, and your words of wisdom and encouragement in the bulletin/chat box. I noticed a big jump in the hit counter, seems like more people are reading the blog than I ever expected.

Oh, theres simply so much things I want to write about that no encyclopedia can match. So much feelings I need to express that no words in the dictionary can ever find. I could probably start an Auto-Biography considering how much I've went through in the past. Relationship, family problems, and many difficult test and ordeals that I've been put through. It is simply not feasable to write about every thing I feel, therefore many of my thoughts has been summarised..

Dreams, are dreams real or are they often the opposite. I've always believed the latter to be true.. For the moment I trust that dreams are probably real and 'Realistic' dreams may or will eventually come through. If anyone bothers to scroll down on my recent posts you will notice that I dreamt that Liverpool will be celebrating their Champions League victory over Benfica tonight. In exactly 4 hrs time will be the kickoff to the match, can Liverpool overcome the 1 goal deficit they conceded in Lisbon, will they be able to win and retain their hopes of defending their Championship Crown ? It remains to be seen.

Different people have different views as to what dreams are supposedly meant to mean to them. Are dreams given to a certain individual to remind him of his past ? To predict the future ? Or just to learn a lesson ? Others may also think that dreams are irrelevant and has no use when applied to real life situations. To backup my thoery that I believe the realistic dreams I had 'MAY' come through. Way well even before we got together, I dreamt of us holding hands and being together, and I believe that she once had the very same dream too.. Many years later when our relationship was starting to fall apart, I dreamt that there will come a day where I will be totally ignored. The constant SMSs sent will result in non-response and that's exactly what happened in reality, and what my dream has once 'warned' me..

The next part to this blog will elaborate on the 'New beginning, New chapter in my life'. Again if you have bothered to scroll down to read that post, you will notice that I havent written much on how I intend to change my lifestyle for the better. For a start, enrolling into SIM will be a kickstart to my new life, education is important. Not only for the purpose of the paper qualification so that you can find a good/stable job, better income, faster promotions, or educating yourself with more Business knowledge, but education can be used to condition one's mind so that we can be able to think with more flexibility and maturity. In addition, we can also learn how the world of Business revolves around, different proceedures of handling/managing your own company, how to settle deals in a proper manner and different trade rules applicable to each kind of establishment..

I'm also proud to mention that I have given up on my online game (Final Fantasy 11), something which I was unwilling to let go in the past but has now been sacrificed for the sake of my education and career. Gaming is good in certain ways, it brings one into the world of 'Fantasy' where you are actually but temporary forgetting the issues of real life and immersed into the world of Fantasy where you are actually 'Somebody' great ingame. However returning back to reality, realising that you are in fact just another 'Normal' person. Fact is, online gaming simply requires too much investment in time, and too much of anything is bad for anyone..True, many people may know me as a born-gamer, but in future I hope to be recognised as somebody who is successful in real life, someone who can make it, rather than "Oh, he's just good at games"

Next in line will be piano lessons for me !! I used to be grade 1 in piano during my primary sch days but of course everybody would have already forgetten their basics after that many years. Pondering over what people say that it may be too late to start piano at the ripe age of 23, I wish to make clear my intentions that I do not aspire to be a superstar in piano like Richard Clayderman nor aim to get the highest grade one can obtain, all I will be expecting is to be able to learn the basics of playing simple melodic tunes. In my opinion, piano tunes are soothing and can comfort one's broken heart. I always dream of the day where I can close my eyes, lay the fingers on the keyboard and play a nice romantic tune while singing a love song to my soul.

TaeKwando is the next thing which I will enroll in.. Some people may not know but I was very into TKD when I was still a kid, high-flyer cause I can really kick hard due to my leg power..I have to start over from White Belt again since loosing my 'Grading' card, in which I can start from Blue Belt onwards. Rustiness has kicked in so I think it may be a better solution to start from scratch. Reason for joining TKD is not for violence, but to build up my fitness and stamina. I've always admired the 'Art' and respected the 'Teachings' of TKD so I'm sure I will be building up on that..

Well, this ends my very and probably longest blog I've ever written. Note the (2) in the chapter. I'll see you in my next post coming up in a few mins time..

-Geoffrey signing off @ 1230hrs